Saturday, July 26, 2014

Donuts and cigarettes...

This morning I woke up craving delectable chocolate yeast donuts, so I went to this place called The Donut Shop. The whole way there I continuously replayed in my mind how many I would order, what I would get with them, and how good they would taste BUT when I got to the counter I stood there like a lost child, unsure of what I wanted to get. An older gentleman stepped up and ordered like it was nothing, then looked at me and said "girl it ain't THAT hard, it's just donuts". At that point I was forced to make up my mind. I stared the lady behind the counter in her eyes, stated I wanted 12 glazed chocolate yeast balls, and handed her my debit card. Instead of reaching for my card the lady pointed at the sign staring ME right in the face that read "cash only". Disappointed and embarrassed, I went to marsh, grabbed the last chocolate yeast donut and called it a day. In the car I whipped out my donut and started to smash. In the midst of taking a bite I looked to my left and in the next car there was a girl, around my age, basking in the smoke of a cigarette that she was thoroughly enjoying...instant judgment is what happened in my mind. "Why is she smoking that?" "Doesn't she know that's bad for her?" "I know her fingers stink" Then I realized, she could say the same thing about me and the donut I was so eagerly smashing while creepily glancing in her car.

The point of all of this is we must be patient in all that we do. Rushing into a decision will cause you to overlook the details that you may not have missed had you been paying attention. We must choose to make good decisions. I could've just gone to work after my failed donut purchase attempt, but instead, I ignored the signs around me and made the wrong decision based on how I felt. Last but not least, we must not judge others. Often we see others and judge them, then justify what we do by saying "it's not as bad as" or  "smoking and donuts are two different things". Bad is bad...good is good, there is no in between. Who are we to judge others when we all make mistakes?

Today will be about not judging others, practicing patience, and choosing to make the right decision. Challenge yourself by paying attention to your decisions and how you justify them. That is a great way of focusing more time on improving yourself instead of wasting time focusing on someone else’s faults.  Can you imagine how many positive things we could have accomplished with all the time we wasted worrying about someone else?

4/19/13

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